“Wherever we want, we go. That’s what a ship is, you know. It’s not just a keel and a hull and sails; that’s what a ship needs. Not what a ship is. What Sookie really is, is freedom. Now bring me that horizon.” -Stormy Sparrow
The letter starts, “you are living my dreams Stormy” I stop right there and out loud correct her, nightmares, I’m living your nightmares. So close yet so far away is a hard shore to navigate in a fog but it’s timing in this world that makes and or breaks everything. I’ve all but given up on finding a hard dinghy that will safely sit turtle on Sookies dog house. My last resort options are to design and build a little dink or suck it up and buy a soft deflateable one. My Avon was the most bad ass dingy on the planet and near indestructible but it was heavy and it’s like towing a suction cup.
In the blink of an eye my Marina will go from a few bucks a day to 50 bucks a day so daylight is burning on the dinghy front. My life’s options have about quadrupled this week in every single avenue of my life except for what to do with the boat and where. I’ve had to throw all my thoughts into the wind and now only time and destiny will tell me my new direction.
I operate best when I have my back to the wall so I’m pretty excited to see what will happens next but I can’t be worried with my impending future just yet. Sunday is my deadline for a 180 flip and that means I have 7 glorious days to play Peter Pan, stay up too late and sleep in as long as I’d like. My soul mate, Katie is coming for a visit soon so the debotchery will continue My nickname Stormy is quite fitting for me, hers should be hurricane. She is a salty sailor out of Bellingham we met many years ago over a bottle of whiskey and a ciggi, yes that’s what I said, a bottle.
So I will burry my head in the sand for another week and then spin the bottle of chance and see which direction it points. I really do miss the days when my surfboard was my dinghy and lifeboat and yes, it also worked quite well as a surfboard. More often than not the best solutions are right under our nose, it’s just that we aren’t looking in the proper direction to see them.
“The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem. Do you understand?” Stormy Sparrow